'clear views
by Matt Ashare
Honestly, there's a part of me that wants nothing more than to push aside my
turkey club, look Art Alexakis straight in the eye, and without the least bit
of hedging ask him why it is he's rubbed so many people the wrong way. I mean,
other than outliving Kurt Cobain and fronting a band who turned out to be one
of the better next-best-things to Nirvana's angsty churn of hooks and haggard
looks, Alexakis hasn't committed any Axl Rose-level crimes against humanity,
has he? Sure, he admits to having once been a drug addict. And there was a
certain incident a bunch of years ago where he hit his girlfriend (who's now
his wife). But he repented, went into therapy, and got his act together before
Everclear landed in the spotlight -- that much is part of the public record,
thanks to several near-muckraking articles that followed Everclear's ascent.
Nevertheless, even Alexakis is aware of a certain animosity. A recent
Rolling Stone review takes issue more with Art's personal style
than with the sound of the new So Much for the Afterglow (Capitol). Art
went so far as to inject the issue into the lyrics of one of the new songs,
"Like a California King," where he strains to see himself as others might: "I
hear you gave the world a brand new voice/Such a happy melody with a new-wave
whine/Yeah I see you hide behind your own noise/I think I've seen enough."
Yeah, so much for the pleasant afterglow of selling a million CDs. And so much
for my question, which is sort of beside the point. Especially since
35-year-old Alexakis, who is in Boston to play a midnight show at Tower on the
eve of the new disc's release, appears whacked by the previous night's red-eye
flight from LA. Besides, it's the kind of thing he's bound to bring up on his
own.
"There's no good dirt left on me," he points out over lunch at the Back Bay
Hilton, flanked by drummer Greg Eklund and bassist Craig Montoya. "They're
bringing up shit from four or five years ago. That's all they've got. I hit my
girlfriend in the arm. It was a bad thing. She didn't like it much, I put
myself in jail, got out a few hours later, and went into an anger-management
course. I didn't like losing control of myself. It wasn't about hitting my
woman, it was about hitting someone who hit me first -- that was my nature. I
came from a test tube of a housing project where if you didn't hit back you got
killed, literally. No one respected sensitivity where I grew up. You got the
shit kicked out of you for being sensitive. It's hard to lose that.
"Through the therapy that I went through, that my then girlfriend/now wife
also decided to go through after she saw what it was doing for me, it all
worked out. You know, 16 months later we got married with a three-year-old kid,
and these guys as my best men. But some people still want to go back to the old
stuff because there's not a lot of dirt now. I'm a boring middle-class married
guy. It pisses people off."
Well, yes, but Alexakis started it. He's the one who's spent the past four or
five years writing powerful, first-person rock songs -- really good ones --
like "Heroin Girl," "Santa Monica," and the new "Father of Mine" and "White Men
in Black Suits," all of which sparkle with the fading memories of a turbulent,
seemingly autobiographical past. "It's wrong to make the assumption that all of
my songs are autobiographical," he points out. "On this record there are only
three. I do like writing from the first person, but if I didn't think there
were universal themes in there, then I'd leave the stories in my diary. Maybe
it's a little like I'm going through therapy in my songs. But I think there are
also universal themes in songs like `Father of Mine.' I think people can relate
to that song from different perspectives, whether it's as a father or as a
mother or as a child. I think a lot of people have some sort of experience
where they can relate to abandonment."
And how about "Like a California King," with its scathing indictment of
someone who's woven a "checkered past" into a "shining suit of gold"?
"That song is me looking through someone else's eyes at me -- through a
critic's eyes. I've heard people say the only reason Everclear are famous is
that Art always talks about his past. He's always so confessional. Why does he
always have to talk about his drug past? Well, it's because you motherfuckers
keep asking me about it. So now, when someone asks me to talk about my past, I
just refer them to the phonebook worth of press that's already been written on
that."
Good thing I didn't ask . . .
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