Like a refugee
Lauryn Hill makes the insanity plea
BY FRANKLIN SOULTS
It was a mild, breezy night in October 2000 and Wyclef Jean stood in the shadow
of perhaps the most venerated monument in Ohio -- the Kent State University
memorial honoring the students slain in the 1970 anti-war protests. Seated
cross-legged in the cool grass were a couple hundred fans who had followed the
maverick hip-hop star to this hallowed spot. Just a few minutes before, the
fans had been indoors with several thousand others enjoying Jean's eclectic and
theatrical Campus Invasion Tour, an unpredictable two-hour spectacle featuring
live musicians and a DJ, audience-participation segments and interactive
videos, gangsta-flavored hip-hop and world-beat jams. Suddenly, in the middle
of the Caribbean classic "Hot, Hot, Hot," the rapper had jumped off stage and
run through the university's new sports arena to a back door, shouting, "We're
going to the monument!" Mild pandemonium ensued, and only a small portion of
true believers made their way to the monument in time to catch him
testifying.
After a touching if somewhat bewildering speech about hip-hop's fulfilling the
ideals of the '60s, Jean asked for questions. A few young fans responded, and
in time the big question came up: what was his relation with his former musical
partner, Lauryn Hill, the woman with whom he founded the smash hip-hop trio the
Fugees and who had gone on to become a far larger sensation than he is?
Jean paused. "I won't front," he answered with quiet intimacy. "Lauryn and I
had a relationship when we were young. We're still working that out." Heads
nodded all around in understanding.
Flash forward to July 2001. In a recording studio in New York, Lauryn Hill sets
down her own two-hour concert spectacle, one that she justifies with a similar
principle -- she's "tired of fronting." Unlike Wyclef's multifaceted sensation,
however, Hill's concert is performed from start to finish before a small,
devoted audience, and it features nothing more than the artist playing acoustic
guitar as she sings and raps a batch of new songs so rough-hewn, many reviews
have referred to them as "demos." Certainly Hill's performance provides little
framework in which to appreciate them as anything more. On almost every number,
her guitar playing is so repetitive and wooden, it makes Woody Guthrie sound
like Jeff Beck. And the rest of her performance sinks this primitivism to the
level of subcompetence. Again and again, her voice cracks or falls flat, or she
flubs lyrics, or she outright stops a song and starts again; in one case, she
just breaks down in tears. Although many of the numbers are excruciatingly
long, she adds to the endurance test with extended between-song monologues,
each one poised between apology and defiance. "I'll be the first to tell you,"
she says, confessing the obvious. "I'm a mess."
Despite all that, it's easy to imagine that being in the audience for this
performance would have felt every bit as special as seeing Wyclef Jean at the
Kent State memorial. After all, they were both like little press conferences
for the fans, a moment of human communion.
But there's one big difference. Hill was performing not for a select group of
fans but for MTV, which broadcast the show in its entirety on its MTV2
subsidiary in March, and then in an edited, one-hour version on the main
station early this month. The performance has also been released as a double
CD, MTV Unplugged 2.0 (Columbia). The album is Hill's first official
release since her unprecedented 1998 debut, The Miseducation of Lauryn
Hill, which sold about 12 million copies worldwide, won five Grammy awards
(including Album of the Year), and is credited with revolutionizing both rap
and R&B with its easy neo-soul production and tough lyrical intelligence.
No wonder, then, that an unflattering AP wire story preceding MTV Unplugged
2.0's release bore the headline "Lauryn Hill's Baffling Return to Music."
As is their wont, the English were far more blunt. In his scathing review in
the Guardian, Alexis Petridis wrote, "One popular theory is that Hill is
just barking mad." Of course, as most reviewers have taken pains to point out,
there are glimmers of worthwhile craft throughout -- a few Ivy League rhymes
about the judicial system on "I Find It Hard To Say," a pretty chord pattern
underpinning "Adam Lives in Theory," a general loosening of the overwrought
emotions on the second disc that allows Hill's final string of numbers to get
over without grating too much on your patience. But not one song is polished
enough to work on the radio without serious editing. And I doubt any would work
in the underground where Hill got her start with the Fugees, either. Being a
poet and an MC as well as a music journalist, my friend Daniel Gray-Kontar
should appreciate the value of experimentation as much as anyone. His
summation? "No one on the street is feeling Hill's album."
But that doesn't mean Hill's album isn't feeling the street. In fact, both
Wyclef Jean's concert and Lauryn Hill's are stuck in a concept from which they
once seemed to offer an escape -- "being real." If that provided the icing on
the cake in his awesome Kent State show, it simply ices her awful
Unplugged.
When in 1996 the Fugees exploded with The Score, they appeared to
provide mainstream hip-hop with an escape from the oppression of "reality" as
it was practiced by gangstas from coast to coast. Back then, Tupac Shakur and
Biggie Smalls were just about to go down for the concept that art must imitate
life, and the concomitant principle that the more emotionally intense the life,
the better the art. With its warmth and humor, its imagination and inclusivity,
The Score seemed to offer an alternative to that gangsta death trap, but
in fact, it only showed how much bigger "reality" is. All the Fugees did was
connect hip-hop's concept of reality to pre-existing folk notions as practiced
by everyone from singer-songwriters like Roberta Flack (covered on "Killing Me
Softly") to roots reggae superstar Bob Marley (covered on "No Woman, No
Cry").
Lauryn Hill's Unplugged just takes that process one logical step
farther. In hip-hop, the idea of representing "reality" has always remained
clearly distinct from another fundamental principle of the art form --
demonstrating skills. But in rock and folk and pop, oversensitive souls have
long undermined their art by mistaking their blood for creative juices. Lauryn
Hill's Unplugged album goes the extra distance with the first
hip-hop/R&B album that's as embarrassing as the next open-mike night at
your local art-student coffeehouse.
As the few brave supporters of the album have tried to claim, this actually
makes Hill's disc something of a breakthrough, and a purposeful one at that. As
she explains again and again in her songs and monologues, being a star is a
tremendous burden that can stifle creativity and hamper personal growth. In
fact, it's hard to imagine anything more vacuous than the trite image of sexy
success that average pop stars are expected to live by. More power to Hill for
rebelling against it.
The contradiction in her rebellion, however, is that she wants to pretend it
finally reveals her true self. "Reality is good," she says in one monologue.
" 'Cause that means everyone can just exhale and let their bellies out,
you know, and chill." But given the amount of planning before and after the
recording of this session (Hill is listed as the album's producer), this image
is actually as consciously constructed as any other, the same way Wyclef's
press conference by the monument was just one more extension of his wily
persona. Instead of revealing her true self, Unplugged allows Hill a way
to fulfill the opening fantasy of Miseducation, in which she slips out
the classroom door and finds her own space. If anything, Unplugged is
Miseducation's logical extension. Back then she was just as
self-absorbed, as religious, as moony, and as prone to wandering through her
numbers with only half a notion of where she was going. She hasn't changed,
just moved to where she wanted to go all along.
"Yeah, I'm crazy and deranged," says Hill in her final monologue. "And I'm
free. You see? I'm free. I might play these songs and twitch a little bit, just
so people know. I'm telling you, when they think you crazy, they don't mess
with you. Y'all think that's a curse, I'm telling you it's a
blessing . . . When I was a politician, boy, everybody, just all
over me. I didn't have a private moment at all. Not one private moment. And now
that people think I'm crazy and deranged, we have peace, total peace. As far as
y'all know, I'm crazy and deranged. I'm emotionally unstable. And that's my
story. I'm sticking to it."
Truer words were never spoken.
Issue Date: May 17 - 23, 2002
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